My Jesus....My Comfort

"My Jesus! My Savior. Lord there is none like you. All of my days, I want to praise, the wonders of your mighty love. My comfort, my shelter, tower of refuge and strength. Let every breath, all that I am....NEVER cease to WORSHIP YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Shout to the Lord, all the Earth, let us sing. Power and majesty...praise to the King. Mountains bow down, and the seas will roar, at the sound....of.....your.....Nay--ame!

I sing for joy at the work of your hands. Forever I'll love you...forever I'll stand.

Nothing compares to the promise I have in You."

Tomorrow is the big day! THE BLOOD TEST!!!!!!!!!! The test to see if I am indeed pregnant with the baby of my IP's (intended parents) or if this cycle was a failure.

I so needed to hear this song this evening! Sometimes things happen that just don't make sense and sometimes we just need that reassurance that everything will be o.k. That you can take comfort in the Lord, and find comfort in worshipping Him.

So......no matter WHAT the results are, this cycle was NOT a failure! Somehow, glory to Him will come of this and somehow His kingdom will be glorified by what has happened.....for good or worse!

The hormones I'm on seem to make the lows low for me and the highs high! I am listening right now to the CD called "Modern Worship" and I just want to listen, take it all in, and cry!

Tomorrow, I'll have the blood test results WAY WAY WAY before our clinic ever does. My IM knows this! So, this means, the burden of everything falls on my shoulders. Good or bad. If the news is good, I get the excitement, I get the first reaction, I get the happy happy job. But if it doesn't work, I don't know if I can bare to call! I am so attached to this couple already and my heart will sink if the news is not good. But, just as this song I'm listening to now says,

"YOU'RE ALL I WANT...YOU'RE ALL I EVER NEEDED!" "Help me know YOU are near!" These are the words I'll need if the news is not what we want to hear!

+++++++++ vibes......+++++++++ vibes

Until tomorrow!